My best picture ... 
On my trip, I
searching for you.
More than I thought, now I have found you, you're
me run like sand in your fingers.
I could not catch you, do not hold
.
How many times I tried to run away hysterically
every grain of sand set aside again. To be sure
it in my glass Hourglass store.
Each of these grains of sand with a name like:
memory, hope, dream, wish or goal.
I went to north to south, and west to east.
delivery of the wind behind.
In deepest nights I negotiated with all my demons
for every little grain.
course I know that you can dive deep for pearls must be true.
But sometimes I was almost out of breath.
Shuf my hurdles and hardly enforceable mountains.
scenarios that made me keep my hourglass tighter.
How long I thought this grim fact that I hold Clock
or could continue.
It so often turn might again until many would have been undone.
My best picture
the best pair of shoes,
the sweetest kiss,
the nicest gesture
my prettiest dress.
The most honest smile. The smartest
knowledge.
collected. But not lived.
loved but not lived.
lent and circumstances.
them more and more.
I'll meet you behind the house,
you have not reckoned with me?
No, you did not.
From here everything looks very different. No
Western Wall.
A farewell and a thank you.
I'll give you that hourglass,
seize her in a shoe box.
I think all these dreams and desires,
bear your name.
I can not live for you.
Believe me or not.
I bore the responsibility and duty,
but from now on only for me.
A door is always open to you, and if not
then you have a rocking chair in my front yard
reserved.
I now wear two rings,
and go.
No tears - a lot more but give me your best smile.
If even look back, then tell the story of how I became your
Catherine, something in me RECOURSE forever and a common small grain of sand yours.
My memories colorless I sometimes nice to me.
For I can do with it what I want.
you belong to me.
I must not look or hunt,
is every single story written to me.
I go from here, and
creeping me to you to.
You gave me a long time accompanied
too many cigarettes and sometimes too much wine.
I would loved to talk to you.
From time to voice your horn.
show only her how many grains of sand I collected from us.
None of them had ever the chance to live.
was perhaps never existed.
Sometimes even when I look for you in my dreams.
make the mistake of comparing.
despair, let me eat away from the guilt.
No, I will never forget you.
But any self-hate - has at some point end.
My choice is life.
deeply I regret that it was not your well.
now I sprinkle the ashes into the river of life.
One day, we are both born again and find us.
As a dog and not a cat.
I give you my best dress.
I know you wanted to wear it forever.
shalt Here it finally has.
How could I be angry because,
or envy you.
I sympathize with you.
In all honesty, promise,
we have nothing, I doubt that we ever did.
also with you here now I will make my peace. Of course, I think
now and again to you.
Open your hand - now and I will keep you on our sand grains.
throw them away, put them under a glass, they stare at them then but in
zuspühlen sink down. Do with it what you want.
you are yours.
Sometimes I look for you, where we were,
remember every word spoken.
Sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry.
But if I'm honest, I rarely feel good when I think
us. I regret not really, only the last part. We are - almost -
nothing owed.
why I give you my best picture.
I have so taken to the "wobble", and would like to straighten.
for Not me, for I expect nothing from you. Rather
for you. Maybe you
take you one day my words to heart,
all being said, even without the rose-colored ink - can I underline here
far away from the then emotions as before. Put simply
my insults aside, and look closely.
We were on time in other places, yet it has given us.
I mourned.
Call me childish, crazy - no matter. You
the impulse or the stone which the waves were sent out.
Thank you - I wish you a good, long life and you'll see to you.
to steer up to me.
I was not really gone.
But we each focus and distract us
then again knowing that we support each other.
You let me be.
I have a lot of freedom and we share all the duties now.
I wear your ring, but also mine. He admonished me to
be me.
I can put all your time, we were only
a snapshot of a perfect day.
All I need is my four-legged soul and me.
But all I want is that you are the witness of my life and I
yours.
I love you like before and behind the frame
and sometimes I wish that you are the frame.
Give me your hand when I tremble.
Fulfill my dreams and share them with me
against your wishes.
fire at me straight on the target.
push my bike up to annoy my best pair of shoes.
For I give you one.
Always wear them when I do get strange.
catch me like a feather in the wind, let's stick all the moments
in an album and they eventually give our children.
